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Admitting Love

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addiction adult black chase desire drama ebony explicit fiction life love mature money passion romance sexual successful urban urbanfiction

Monica Janelle... Independent 26 year old single successful woman. As a child with a struggling family home, she was raised quick. Too quick. Exploring without limits let her find herself, her true self. It allowed her to find the things that she truly loved and had passion for. Not what she thought she did. During times of promiscuous behavior she became THE addict. What was love to Monica ? Shït on the sidewalk, thats what! Love had absolutely no meaning. Passion and lust... was all it took to make her  suddenly grow strange feelings with the man that made her body feel good. Inside she knew damn well what the feeling was, but completely denied it. Monica doesn't want to take on the responsibilities of putting an official title on what they have. She wants to keep it strictly sexual. But deeper into the sexationship, does she end it all for the sake of her pride? Or does she finally admit love ?All Rights Reserved

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