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Admitting Love

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addiction adult black chase desire drama ebony explicit fiction life love mature money passion romance sexual successful urban urbanfiction

Monica Janelle... Independent 26 year old single successful woman. As a child with a struggling family home, she was raised quick. Too quick. Exploring without limits let her find herself, her true self. It allowed her to find the things that she truly loved and had passion for. Not what she thought she did. During times of promiscuous behavior she became THE addict. What was love to Monica ? Shït on the sidewalk, thats what! Love had absolutely no meaning. Passion and lust... was all it took to make her  suddenly grow strange feelings with the man that made her body feel good. Inside she knew damn well what the feeling was, but completely denied it. Monica doesn't want to take on the responsibilities of putting an official title on what they have. She wants to keep it strictly sexual. But deeper into the sexationship, does she end it all for the sake of her pride? Or does she finally admit love ?All Rights Reserved

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(18+ EXPLICIT CONTENT) "Attract a lot of attention, huh beautiful?" His voice hit me like a wall, absurdly catching me off guard. It was deep, sensual, something any girl (or boy) could melt over. I was sort of speechless, yet trying my best to appear unafflicted. "Only the wrong ones." That was definitely drunken me talking, as I didn't usually have that much confidence. His lips twitched up into a smirk, expressing that he understood my comment. "Does that mean that I'm in that category?" My palms began to grow sweaty and my heart rate picked up, but otherwise my body remained relaxed, appearing completely fine. It similar to when you're on autopilot, completely withdrawn due to intoxication. "I suppose not," I crossed my arms, putting on this seductive persona just for him. This fueled his smirk, about to murmur another comment before I cut him off. "You'll have to show me, though." *** Amelia Hollis was a 23-year-old writer at one of the local publishing companies, assisting a very handsome man and writing articles left and right. Her and her best friend, Aviary, lived together in a cute little apartment off the central part of the city, yearning to create new memories and important moments. Amelia always lived for the moments, taking in every little detail and savoring it like it was her favorite meal. She was an optimist, hoping to change peoples lives with her dreams. James Vallette was a 34-year-old CEO, building his company from dirt with the help of his brother. He was a realist, not really having time to deal with dreams or even love. He knew this the night he laid eyes on Amelia. It was only casual; what harm could a one-night stand do? Oh yeah, he's her dad's boss.

A Secret Voice by rainexnicole02

25 year old Monica never had much luck with relationships since she was a young teenager. She had gone on many dates, played around with guys, however it would never last more than just a few months. There was one guy who she had dated for a year, thinking he could be the one, however it never worked out. Freshly graduated from college, Monica starts an internship at a magazine company. A few of her coworkers found her to be quite attractive, with her natural beauty and caring personality. Some of them even try to pursue her, however she lost hope. What is the point of going on dates if they wont last, was her thought about it. A few months in, however, notes start to show up on her desk. Little secret messages. Monica thought it sweet, even starting to write back to this anonymous writer. The hope she had once lost is slowly growing back. Could Monica have finally found the one? Will she finally have someone to love and feel the same love reciprocated?

Addiction in August | Completed by alyssa0_

"You're not a monster." "No," he says and turns his head so his blotchy, red eyes are gazing at me. "No, because a monster... it knows what it is, you know? But me? I act like I'm better, and normal, and shit. Like I'm not destroying your life and my parents's lives and everybody else's life." warning: mature* -~- August Rhodes just used to be a bartender who took care of her alcoholic father and boyfriend. Although, all of that changes after her dad passes away. She drops her beau of 5 years, moves into a new apartment with an ambitious journalist, and begins to put her artwork out into the world. When she meets Max, the elusive asshole on the bus, it's unclear which direction she'll go in next. Will she be able to forget the life she used to live? Or is she doomed to have it follow her everywhere that she goes? -~- [total word count: 67,298] *swearing, mentions of violence, suicide, substance abuse, addiction, and neglect. (... but with some funny and cute tidbits)

𝐁𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐧 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐬 [Sample of Published Book] by sonysa

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Make Believe with my Rockstar by BlackOrchid93

Audrey is successful Campaign Manager, who relocates to L.A due to her new job, but is thrown off tracks when destiny brings her to the same building with her long lost pen-friend. Meet Drew, the successful, charming Rockstar, the singer of "The Disciples", a man who fills stadiums, preaches hope to outcasts and breaks the Rock Music Charts with his revolutionary rebel songs. Fate throws Audrey in his path, the crush from his past, who he never had a chance with. Throw in the mix some secrets, addiction, marriage and sexual tension and you get "Make believe with my Rock Star" **Originally this was thought to be an Andy Biersack fanfic** Warnings -The story needs some editing. There may be some typos or things that will be edited in another moment. -The story has mature contents, language, addiction.

Leading Her from the Darkness by PrideAndPages

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(18+ EXPLICIT CONTENT) "Attract a lot of attention, huh beautiful?" His voice hit me like a wall, absurdly catching me off guard. It was deep, sensual, something any girl (or boy) could melt over. I was sort of speechless, yet trying my best to appear unafflicted. "Only the wrong ones." That was definitely drunken me talking, as I didn't usually have that much confidence. His lips twitched up into a smirk, expressing that he understood my comment. "Does that mean that I'm in that category?" My palms began to grow sweaty and my heart rate picked up, but otherwise my body remained relaxed, appearing completely fine. It similar to when you're on autopilot, completely withdrawn due to intoxication. "I suppose not," I crossed my arms, putting on this seductive persona just for him. This fueled his smirk, about to murmur another comment before I cut him off. "You'll have to show me, though." *** Amelia Hollis was a 23-year-old writer at one of the local publishing companies, assisting a very handsome man and writing articles left and right. Her and her best friend, Aviary, lived together in a cute little apartment off the central part of the city, yearning to create new memories and important moments. Amelia always lived for the moments, taking in every little detail and savoring it like it was her favorite meal. She was an optimist, hoping to change peoples lives with her dreams. James Vallette was a 34-year-old CEO, building his company from dirt with the help of his brother. He was a realist, not really having time to deal with dreams or even love. He knew this the night he laid eyes on Amelia. It was only casual; what harm could a one-night stand do? Oh yeah, he's her dad's boss.