I don't know if it was just something going on with me or it had something to do with the girls as well. Maybe Ezra knew? I was always confused and always shaky. I was always aware of my surroundings and I could speak, function, and do what every girl my age does. I had an amazing boyfriend, great friends, a wonderful family, but something was missing. Something was wrong. I was keeping a secret from everyone I knew but not even myself knew what it was. I was going to find out soon and so were they.