{Title was : Suicidal Thoughts but I didn't think it fit the book well. Plus I started this book when I was like 13 and the beginning isn't too good but it gets good after a couple of chapters so please continue!!!!!!!!!} Alyssa Marie is a 17 year old girl who lives alone in her home. she has been dating Matthew Espinosa for 2 years and things happen in her life with tragic endings... but it all changes in the end