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James Mandarin

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Parts 48
Time 2h 12m

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"Everyone has secrets." 

James has a problem; he cuts himself. 

He is in love with his best friend, Chloe, but is too afraid to tell her.  His father is attracted to the bottle, and his mother wears fake diamond rings on her finger.  

James' world is crumbling. The razor is his only companion and the slits on his thighs and arms remind him of who he is: "Cut Boy."All Rights Reserved

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