No one but close friends ever care to look at my stories and that's okay. If you fall upon this and choose to read it, by all means, go ahead. It may be a mess at times. I'll fall apart. I may make no sense. That's okay. This isn't for you. This isn't for anyone but me. I'm doing this for me because I don't want to keep a physical diary that people who actually know me could stumble upon. Here I am anonymous. Here strangers can read about my day to day struggles. Interesting, I know. Let's not make you wait any longer because I know you're dying to read this..... *cricket sounds* okay.