Painfully
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MatureOngoing22m
Last published Sun, Apr 17, 2016
"You lied to my face, you lied about everything for almost a whole year..was it me? was I not good enough? or were you just stringing me along..my heart aches for you it hurts because of you and i can't believe you did this to me..the thing that hurts the most if you had the nerve to touch me with your hands after all this, you had the nerve to tell me all those lies..I hate you for making me fall for you so hard but I love loving you wish it was the same guess not..now I just hate you"
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