'Amputees suffer pains, cramps, itches in the leg that is no longer there. That is how she felt about him, feeling his presence where he no longer was.' Now I finally understood where Fermina was coming from. I finally had someone to lose. Someone I love. But now they're just someone from my past, someone I never going to get back. Now they're just.... Gone. ~ Ashton Irwin Fanfiction ~