Was I Not Good Enough?
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!TRIGGER WARNING!
This book contains mature content, such as child abuse, rape, cursing. Please read with caution. If any of these topics are triggering for you, don't read this book. Or read at your own risk.
Why? Did I do something wrong? Was it I who made him be like this? Is this normal?
Should I tell someone? Will that make it better? Will they help? Or shrug it off saying it's normal? Am I the only one who has it like this?
Am I alone?
What you are about to read is a true story of something that happened in 2007.
She was 9 years old...
Note:
You are not alone. If any of this is familiar to you, don't be afraid to reach out. I'm here if you want to talk. I'm here for you. You are not alone.
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