Barely Holding On | A Cameron Dallas Fanfic

They say when you first don't succeed, try try again, to never give up and to keep going, But that becomes difficult when all you ever do is mess up. The first time it was an accident, and the second an common problem. But the third and fourth times it just becomes something you can't control. You thought that since you could never get anything right, that if you just stop talking so much and doing everything that you used to do, it would solve it all. But you were wrong. You stop talking completely in fear that you may mess everything up again. You stop doing everything except what you're forced to, and only go to school because of laws. Your friend stop hanging out with you because you are just being and "attention whore" or are annoyed that you never want to do anything with them. The whole school begins to ignore you and you just become the invisible girl at the back of the room that nobody sees, or cares about. It becomes so bad that you just stay in your room from the time you get home from school, to the time you have to leave to walk. You start to get sad and depresses and you want to just give up. But you want to live just to see what happens, you want to see how your nightmare of a life unfolds. This is the story of my life...

My name is Dani Skyzer and I'm from Chino Hills, California. I am 16 and live with my abusive dad. My mother passed when I has 4, I was devastated, we both were. That was until my dad blamed me for my moms death because I was in the back seat when we crashed. I had done nothing wrong and was punished every day since. From then on, I could do nothing right. I couldn't learn how to tie my shoes as fast as all the other kids did in kindergarten. Beating. I didn't know how to make my dad a dinner in 4th grade. Beating. I couldn't figure out how algebra worked in freshman year and almost failed the class. Beating. And so on.

I knew my life would never be ok, so I was just holding on to see all the bad things that could happen.