Hate. Pain. Help. Hope. Trust. Love? •-•-•-•-• Allison Carter is anything but an open book. She has lived a life full of regret, grief and guilt for the past 6 years. On the outside, she's the girl who puts others happiness before her own. On the inside, she's a broken girl battling her internal struggles alone. On Allie's latest move to live with her only eligible relative to take her in, she makes friends. She goes outside her comfort zone and joins the football team. Soon enough Allie finds herself leading 2 lives; Allison Carter, Harbor High's star quarterback and Samantha Carter, one of the top horse jockeys in the nation. She works hard to keep her two lives separate but how far will she go when someone finds out her other identity? But we only hold on to let go. Right? Allie has put up walls to protect herself but what happens when her friends try to break them down? What will happen when she has to move yet again? Will Allison let anyone into her life again? Will she let anyone help her mend her broken heart? Can Allison become happy again without anyone's help? Follow Allison's journey dealing with her internal struggles and external relationships. •-•-•-•-• Warning: This novel contains swearing and some tough topics. Please read at your own risk.