MY PLEDGE...

I Cross my heart and try not to cry,
I say this pledge before I die…
To my family who seems so strong,
But it was I who was in the wrong…
To my friends who think I’m fine,
But behind this mask I’m really dyin’…
To my ex, whom I never text,
I say good-bye with much regret,
I don’t blame you for never seeing my neglect…
To the therapy and pills that thought they could help,
You only back, my deep dark chills…
To me, you thought you were great, you thought you could leap right into normality
But now your six feet deep, and far from humanity…
How can you miss something that’s never there,
Besides, I’m no reason to really start care…