Inside my Shell
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Complete Thu, Aug 4, 2011<5 mins
No one knows the real me. I hide it from them with my shell. No one would like the real me. No one would even understand.
Lots of people go through tough times and hide it. Sometimes, hiding your pain isn't good- but hiding it can be the best thing to do. Just to let all those people know: You're not alone and you don't have to feel like you are.
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