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Reverie

ЧИТАТЕЛЕЙ 168
Всего голосов 21
Части 8
Время 11m

ЧИТАТЕЛЕЙ 168
Всего голосов 21
Части 8
Время 11m

allah desires dilemmas fears hopes insanity memoirs reverie spiritual

Things mostly aren't like what they seem. If I'd spoken my thoughts out I would've been considered schizophrenic but the calm and poise I have pasted on my face, well it isn't so. I see things you don't and I learn what a few know.
As I close my eyes, one of my sides flicker before me. A side yelling miserably in pain in the chaos my inner self has made and the other as I close my eyes I see a veiled girl with a little smile adorning her face, eyes closed smiling at something only she can witness, under a beam of a golden light, only she with seemingly herself in a moment so serene .
"Speak!", the dominant voice calls out and here she speaks herself out.. .

A day to day journal, ending up as a memoir of a sane girl writing her insanity out . See if she makes it there.
A journey of life. A spiritual journey. My delusions and illusions. My dreams. My cravings and fears. My dilemmas.  How I keep with the outer world-the reality when I have my own world inhabited by me inside myself.Все права защищены

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Sultan:Her wanted husband (18+) cover

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Sultan:Her wanted husband (18+)

||1 in Muslim~2 dec 2024|| ||7 in WattpadIndia~1march 2025|| "𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒂 𝒓𝒐𝒔𝒆, 𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒊𝒇𝒖𝒍 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒅𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒍𝒚. 𝒀𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒓𝒏𝒔 𝒅𝒓𝒂𝒘 𝒃𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒅,𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝑰 𝒂𝒎 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒍𝒆𝒆𝒅 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖." She lay limply on the table drooling as the person behind her fucked her hard and fast. After a rapid session of sex, hot, thick cum exploded inside her, bringing them both to climax simultaneously. He took a long time to finish emptying his load into her. His cock lingered inside her, then he slowly withdrew himself. Her stretched entrance dripped with cum and juices, creating an erotic display. He took her to the bed caressing her face. Poking her mouth with his thick fingers as she licked and sucked them. "I swear if anyone else sees this face that would be his last day on earth." Mafia x naive fc Mishti,as her name suggests was a kind,cute girl who always tried to find light in darkness. But like they say,if you are too much sweet then you will be eaten up. She had no idea that when you try to light the darkness,first you have to get engulfed by it. All through her life she was abused and neglected. He was the last straw. Will he break her or mend her?Or he will leave her more broken? A demon's gravitational law is to fall for the angel.

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