Dear Friend.
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Last published Sun, Aug 9, 2015
I’m in a point of life which I just don’t care about anything; I’m not even upset or angry anymore. I’m tired. I’m tired of putting in more effort than I receive. I’m tired of holding on for nothing. I’m tired of believing lies. I’m tired of waking up every day, and lying to myself about ‘it’s getting better’, because it’s not.
I’m tired of getting my hopes up and being disappointed again.
But this is life, this is all we get, you have to stick to what you have and the opportunities you get. You are going to lose people in your life, and you’ll realize that no matter time you spent with them or how much you appreciated them and loved them, it will never seem like it was enough.
Because darling, in the end, you’ve got to be your own hero because everyone is busy trying to save himself.
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