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Smiles Made Of Crimson

lillianthebookworm

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Reads 1,445
Votes 72
Parts 26
Time 3h 38m

lillianthebookworm

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" See what you've done! Now that they know, we have to move again! This is ridiculous! What wrong with you!" My father yelled in my face, his hand gripping my jaw tightly, his face close to mine. 

" I'm sorry, father." I replied quietly, being cautious.

" I don't think you are, if you keep doing it!" He screamed, throwing me to the ground, and walking off down the stairs, leaving me on the floor of my bedroom.

Moments later I heard the front door slam, and my fathers car start.

Finally, he was gone.

But it was only temporary, and when he did come back, no doubt he would be drunk.

******

Celeste Carter lives in an unsafe environment. Every time someone sees her cuts, or scars, or bruises, her father picks up their lives and moves to a new state. After their 7th move in a year, Celeste wants it all to stop. She wants to end her life.

Until a pair of mesmerizing blue eyes meet her own.

Suddenly life doesn't seem so bad anymore.All Rights Reserved

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