My New Life In Korea| Pause

I was choked , unabel to talk nor to slap him on his damn face ! But the only thing i was able to do is to run away ... I just want to avoid his look ,his scent , his house and that sight ..
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Eventually, i found myself in the place that i used to visit..when i'm happy when i achieve a goal when a hope realise ...But,today , was completly different .....i came here without my will ... I think that god drove me here to hear him ! To listen to someone else suffering... I wasn't the only one full in tears , he was too ... I came close to him and said : I'm here !!! He was so surprised ! His eyes was wide open ! I could here his heart beatting so hard.Maybe i scared him ..i sat next to him and i hold him .. We kept crying ....Both of us is hurt ..both of us is suffering .........
he was staring at me with a look full of sadness ,anxiousness and love ... I couldn't handle this look .. It just break my heart down .. Then he whispered : you heard it ..i..i. I love you Boa ...