Everything's New Ponyboy Curtis

After Ponyboy finished his story of the outsiders he decides to be in his own little world and keep to himself he tries to stay as himself like Johnny said but he just can't he's always quiet and just does his own thing. when he thinks of Johnny he says to himself "sometimes I wonder if I should've been the one that died". He puts the blame of Johnny's death on him one day he goes to the church that was once on fire. will Ponyboy ever be the same? Will one special trip take him back to his old self? find out in my new book Everything's New Ponyboy Curtis.