My Secret
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My name is Erica. I live in a house where I'm beaten and burned. It all somehow comes down to my dads death. My mom hates me and life sucks until I met a guy named Daniel. He's really sweet and I think I like him. I wanna go for it but no romance lasts so I hide me true feelings even though Its killing me inside. Sometimes I want to crawl under the.... Nevermind!! I wish the populars wouldnt make fun of me and that my mom didnt hate me. I wish everything would go back to normal but unfortunately with Daniel around thats going to be extremely hard for me
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