The Return Of Victoria

I knew that kissing in front of the loveless was an act of cruelty and knew very well how I used to be a loveless with a darkening past. A past that turned into a menacing knife that dug deeper into my flesh with every second an image draws it. How much more can you give a human if you already give them the valuable crystal, you call a heart, that's been shattered before that it resulted in being so fragmentary, the slightest touch of a fingertip fractures it .
That night it was carelessly dropped on the floor, all pieces disintegrated. I tried picking each piece up but only bled when I touched the intense sharp edges. Day by day it was stepped on unmercifully, leaving the blood to dry and eventually evaporate.
Emptiness filling your limited heart will teach you something like it did to me. Don't be fooled when they say they'll be there because they leave
He wouldn't trust that bridge we built together filled with love & tenderness. A love so deep the ocean would be jealous.
We always question why bad happen to the good ,such pain that never gained happiness. I asked God every night what sin I recalled making to merit such hell on earth.
Why I never allowed myself to love again and believe someone would love me. The once beautiful universe of blooming flowers, streaming crystal rivers spun and spun until it became burnt ashes, dry lands and devils in disguise.
Happiness didn't seem to last long with me, yet I was so blinded by the merriment of this sacred, precious gift I received from God , I forgot about the world and the luckless circle of life with me. I thought this gift would strengthen an endearment between him & I, instead I kept it hidden.
I forgot that my exuberance would always be stolen and never given back, leaving an unhealed scar to remember it.
Secrets reveal, hearts will shatter. The truth will be out & lives would change forever, white lies divulge & the blanket of lies would uncover.

After all, there are no secrets that time doesn't reveal.