downward spiral - destiel

Dean can't stop drinking. every day, he prays to cas to come home, but every day his prayers go unanswered. Dean is distraught and sam doesn't know what to do. Dean makes a huge mistake that almost costs him his life, and sam is seemingly left to pick up the pieces.
that is, until a trench-coat wearing Angel returns.

trigger warning-contains some form of self harm and also a suicide attempt.
•some spoilers for all seasons of supernatural, including major character deaths.
• I didn't create the characters and don't own them they belong to the supernatural creators.
•most of this is made up in my head but some references to past seasons will be in here and the characters are the same. hasn't really got a time plan everything's just kind of jumbled together, but it makes sense.