Not Again

I hated my heart right now. I was grateful that it was still beating, but why did it have to speed up and be all erratic whenever he was in my presence? Why did it have to love him? Why him? ~~~~ Morgan is your average girl. Okay, so maybe she's a bit on the goody-two-shoes side, but hey, when did being class president align with that? She's independent and determined, believing that what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. So why, if a bad breakup nearly killed her (broken heart-wise) a few years back, why do her knees get all weak whenever hot new guy Camden walks into the room? Camden has a swagger most girls can't resist. And to Morgan's horror, she finds herself trapped in that category. Is it something in those eyes? Something in his smile? It's frustrating because when Morgan's heart is saying no, everything in her body is saying yes. Is Camden just another player, another sleazebag out to steal her heart and shatter it again? Or is he really sincere? Maybe Morgan needs to let go and let herself fall. But will Camden be there to catch her? Not again, she thinks on the heart-hammering way down.