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Saving Myself

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Moans were muffled beside me as I kept my eyes closed.

I was too oblivious what will happen these days.

I can't see anything but a person laying beside me, a person on top of her and Nothing but a red stain.

I don't think I'll ever forget how I was in the middle of this and how I got myself into this.

I have to live like this. No. I need to live like this to survive.

Accepting my faith wasn't easy. Some will want to die if they put their selves in my shoes.

But I have to. I have to save them.All Rights Reserved

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Impassioned Psychopath by silentecos

"I get jealous over anyone who comes near you. I Don't want to let you out of my sight for even a second, even as the pitch black darkness grows in the pit of my stomach, you are the only thing i think about"Amanda blurted out, her gaze dropped to the ground. " its frustrating and I hate it so much, I feel dirty,I was never like this i-" I walked closer then cupped her cheeks, she stared at me shocked. "If you think those feelings make you dirty then I'll smear you with this dirt till the tips of your hair. I don't think it's fair I'm the only one losing my mind because of these feelings for you" I explained slowly bushing my lips against hers. "I want to completely spoil you rotten so I can be the only one you depend on, I want to kill everyone else around you. This urge keeps growing everyday" I confessed. I pressed a kiss on her shoulder then hugged her. 'You belong to me Amanda, I have to kill all those who are trying to keep you away from me'

Toxic and Mine by LavidLibra

I walk backwards with Silva slowly stalking towards me with a crazed look on his face. He had his shirt unbuttoned and his hair damp from sweating. "Why are you here?" I ask him calmly trying not to show that I am scared, he chuckles darkly rubbing his hands through his hair something he did when he was upset. "What do you mean? I just came to bring my girl home; you still are my girl, right?" "I never said I wasn't. But you're acting insane right now." I tell him. Sweat formed with from the fear of what is to come. "I'm insane? You're the one with the knife in your hand not me! Look what you did to me!" I don't even look at his torso already aware of its damage. "Look what you did to me! What did you expect me to do Silva?! I don't want to hurt you anymore but I fucking will if you keep pushing me!" I was screaming on the top of my lungs waving the knife like a mad women. "Be a good girl and use it on me like you want." I wipe my endless tears shaking my head. "Come on Nastasia do it!" I scream as I watch him lunge at me, on instinct I swing the knife slicing into his arm. I gasp instantly dropping it and we both stand still as his blood drips . We stood in silence until he silently began laughing, I watch him touch his arm to feel the blood in his hands. "That's it Stasi let's play." He takes shirt completely off before coming at me again.

MINE by Jdemaine

Things changed. It happened slow....Then, it suddenly picked up. It took on a life of it's own. SHIT! The weaker are on top. They seem to have it all. I have become the last thing, I ever wanted. Nothing should be bought or sold. There should never be a price on existing. I'm way too old for this shit....What ever the hell this is meant to be! Will this work out? Or will I just kill her. But. I like her smile. Maybe....We'll take it from there.

Whispers of Night and Blood by StacyR222

My childhood was a nightmare of broken homes and lost hope. But through sheer will, I became a successful nurse. I've never cared what people thought of me, never let anyone dictate how I live my life. I've been through enough to know how to fight for what I want, how to work hard until I get it. But then he came into my life. It wasn't planned. I didn't want him. I didn't need him-or at least, that's what I kept telling myself. His presence unsettled me, challenging everything I thought I knew about control and power. For once, I felt my resolve begin to waver. I always thought I was strong enough to handle anything life threw my way. But with him, I'm not so sure. He's a creature of the night, a vampire cloaked in secrets buried in centuries of blood and shadow. The darkness he carries calls to me in ways I never imagined. Now, I stand at a crossroads. Will I remain the strong, stubborn woman I've always been, refusing to bend to anyone's will? Or will I surrender to the allure of his darkness, letting it consume me piece by piece until I'm no longer myself? One thing's certain: my life will never be the same.

Savage Mafia Couple by maghee23

"You can't avoid me forever Lara" I chuckled "I'm ignoring you, you idiot" "Is it?" he slowly came towards me and pressed my body with his. Now I'm crushing between wall and him. My God please save me from this psycho. We locked our eyes, I saw his grey one. His eyes are filled with lust. I can sense I'm turning on but I'll never allow that. While I'm thinking about how to punch him, he suddenly slip his hand under my night wear rubbing my right thigh up and down. I'm in dead shock that my body can't move an inch from where I was standing, scratch that I was being crushing by this monster. He slowly leaned towards my ear, rubbing his lips below my ear and whisper "looks like you're enjoying my touch." I give him a big smirk making him confused, it's reasonable because he don't know my next move.. ≈≈≈≈≈≈≈≈≈≈ Zanvil Makarov 25, Russian, cold and merciless Mafia king, play boy. Lara Charlotte 21, daughter of Italian mafia Don, infamous assassin who everyone is afraid of. Top one mafia king and top one assassin who is trying to revenge her friend death. Will her identity get reveal? Will these two savage people become 'Savage Couple'? 𝓛𝓮𝓼𝓼 𝓻𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓷𝓰𝓮 𝓶𝓸𝓻𝓮 𝓼𝓶𝓾𝓽 🔞 I'm not embarrassed to say that my first story is a cliche one.

Heavenly Sin (EDITING) by IMAWRITESSS

"I could kill you," he grins holding the gun to my temple. "I wouldn't be scared," I reminded him. He trails the gun under my chin lifting it, allowing me to look him in the eyes. "No one would know you were murdered by me," he continues making me smile. "I think I might have a gun kink;" I tell him while holding eye contact. "Fuck," he mutters as he smashes his lip onto mine, •••• The crimson colour pools beneath me as I let him twist the dagger that had been living in my heart since the day we had met. Sometimes we settle for the love we think we deserve only because are parents didn't portray it better therefore we think the bare minimum is over the top. ••••

A Deadly Love- Book Two by chloblla

There are worse things than death. ___ "What is wrong with you?" I seethed. She had my back against the wall, pinning me down so I couldn't move. She was much stronger than me, even when I used my strength to get out of her embrace. I held her gaze and I knew that she was gone. There wasn't an ounce of goodness left in her body. She laughed at my question. Of course, I knew what was wrong with her. But I have to find a way to get her back. "What is wrong with me? Ha, nothing sweetheart." she told me with a smile on her face. "I'm just having a little fun." "Yeah, and fun for you is killing innocents," I growled. "Oh, I hate to say this to you but they aren't all innocent." I finally broke free of her and I dropped her to the floor. I held her down with both arms while I was on top of her. All she did was give me a smile. An eerie smile that made a shiver run down my spine. "I should kill you for what you've done," I whispered. "I should make you pay." "Oh, but Sebastian, you won't," she said. "You know why? Because at the end of the day I'm still me, and you will never hurt me, will you?" I hated that she was right. I couldn't kill her. My mind told me that it would be the best to do it but my heart told me otherwise. I mentally cursed at myself for letting this happen to her. "Elora, I know you're still in there." I said. She was still on the ground, but she was not resisting which seemed odd. "She died a long time ago," she said finally. "Alongside her love for you." ___ Book Two in the "From Death to Life" Trilogy #13 in Bloodlust

$Till Death Do Us Part{Book 3} *Completed* (Old Version) Being renewed by Anais_Baromeo$

Blood poured from every inch of my bathroom, mirrors, windows, counter, floor, cabinets and drawers everywhere. I sobbed hysterically, my hands and legs moving to stand up. I gripped at the bloody counter and pushed myself up on my feet, raising my legs as I could to get out of the bathroom. I gasped loudly and cupped my hand on my mouth, my eyes widening. "Khalid?" I looked around the room to see every one of the people I love dead, a big hole in their chest without a heart. I shrieked out loudly as I looked up at the ceiling, falling on my knees. "You let me die, now I'm killing everyone you love." ______________________ *Third book of Wish I Never*

Brothers Severance by RissCross

We were one of a kind, both as an item and as individuals... We were highly symmetrical, yet still retained difference... But being similar does not mean you are the same. We WERE similar. We used to be... As people grow up, their true colors begin revealing. Some keep the morals they learned from early life, and others make their own. Sometimes it does not even have to do with what you are taught or what you have experienced. Human beings are born into a destiny, born with the pages of their lives written. Some are to be heroes and others are to be villains. Some people think that a person can change, but people do not change. It is only their true self that gets brought out with experiences and years of living. People are who they are and always will be that way. Hell, /I/ have not changed, my brother never changed. YOU will not change. I wish I had known before that I couldn't change him, maybe then things would have ended differently. But it is all over now and we have both served the price. He chose to fall from the top, and I chose to be crushed beneath it...

Death's Awakening by hananahQbanna

"Kill..." the low whispering voice trailed off into my head. I don't think the strange whispering voice came from anyone in the room. It was too loud; too abnormel; too deadly. Suddenly a cold shiver ran down my back making me scream and cry out for someone, something, anything. I want to be alone, somwhere dark, somewhere safe. My eyes open to see a woman cradling me in her arms. A man with red eyes, tan skin, and blonde hair starred at me. His eyes sunk into my head making me wince. The woman is natuarlly warm and comfortable, but her face is stained with tears mixed with blood on her, once beautiful, face. She smeared some of the blood onto my puffy cheeks with a warm beaten and calloused hand. "You're gonna be okay," she assured me. More tears fell from her eyes. I looked closer into her grayish, I think, eyes. They had evil tucked beneath fear in them. I don't know what she means, yet her words mean the world to me at this very moment: 4 minutes ago, I was born.

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Impassioned Psychopath

"I get jealous over anyone who comes near you. I Don't want to let you out of my sight for even a second, even as the pitch black darkness grows in the pit of my stomach, you are the only thing i think about"Amanda blurted out, her gaze dropped to the ground. " its frustrating and I hate it so much, I feel dirty,I was never like this i-" I walked closer then cupped her cheeks, she stared at me shocked. "If you think those feelings make you dirty then I'll smear you with this dirt till the tips of your hair. I don't think it's fair I'm the only one losing my mind because of these feelings for you" I explained slowly bushing my lips against hers. "I want to completely spoil you rotten so I can be the only one you depend on, I want to kill everyone else around you. This urge keeps growing everyday" I confessed. I pressed a kiss on her shoulder then hugged her. 'You belong to me Amanda, I have to kill all those who are trying to keep you away from me'