Saving Myself
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Last published Mon, Nov 9, 2015
Moans were muffled beside me as I kept my eyes closed.
I was too oblivious what will happen these days.
I can't see anything but a person laying beside me, a person on top of her and Nothing but a red stain.
I don't think I'll ever forget how I was in the middle of this and how I got myself into this.
I have to live like this. No. I need to live like this to survive.
Accepting my faith wasn't easy. Some will want to die if they put their selves in my shoes.
But I have to. I have to save them.
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