why arent one direction in my bathroom closet (Niall Horan fanfic)

I was sitting in my bathroom crying. I knew that my inspiration was slowly dieing. I mean i dont know if i can continue in my relationship. When in moved to London and left kyle in kentucky it nearly killed me. kyle is my boyfreind, I moved last week and we are trying the whole long distens thing but its not working for us.

Should i countinue writting or does this suck????

-Peyton k