Aching to be Free
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Last published Tue, Mar 19, 2013
Every day I suffer. I get the shit beat out of me every day and most of the times more than once. Im called names and every thing. I go home to my family complaining about how I'm such a "boy". I have headaches, chest pains, stomach pains, and what I call random pains. The random pains are near my ribs or right in the center of my chest. It's an aching pain that brings me to tears every time. I dont sleep at night and hardley eat because all I do is throw up. I go to work every day even when I can barley stand. One night Im about to end it all. Ending the hell once and for all when these two guys and a girl show up on the cliff I'm about to jump off. Im just a girl Aching to be free!
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