Daniel J. Howell, patient AA651, has been in the London Mercy Asylum (LMA) since 12:37 pm, Tuesday December 17th 2013, for murdering the only person he has ever loved (before LMA), Catherine Valdes. He claims the voices made him do it, they make him do a lot of things.
Phillip M. Lester, doctor at LMA, since 3:57 pm, Friday December 5th 2015. Phillip used to be a patient in LMA when he was 19, but he got better and was released. He wanted to help all these patients the same way he was helped, so they don't have...urges, like he used too.
When these two men met, Daniel (A.K.A. Dan) knew that Phillip (A.K.A. Phil) was the one he has been looking for his whole life, when they were together, Dan was better. But once Phil was ripped away from Dan, he got worse. The voices in Dan's head got louder, and stronger. They had control over him, and once Phil returned 2 years later, Dan didn't remember their past relationship, so he treated him like the rest of the doctors in that god forsaken place. Dan had lost all control, will Phil prove to Dan that he isn't like the rest? Or will more murders be committed?
Trigger Warning: Self harm, slight smut, depression, psychosis, murder
***Note that this fanfiction is using the term demons as the voices in ones head, not like actual demons***
" For the first time I felt I saw Daniel Howell, the lonely boy who puts everything into his job so he can feel there are some people out there who will not leave him.
And for the first time Dan saw me, Philip Michael Lester, the suicidal runaway who's constantly haunted by his regrets. The secretive boy that will never let himself get attached and hurt others. ,,
~ We Truly Saw Eachother - Chapter 24
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Aka: Phil's a ruthless crime-lord and the boss of the Mafia. The job's dangerous, so he can't really be bothered to make friends or relationships if he's just going to scare them or drive them away... But that doesn't mean he doesn't get lonely.
Dan's a famous internet celebrity who spreads word about mental illness and brings joy to many lives. He values his image and career above nearly everything else, but that means he thinks he doesn't have time for relationships of any kind.
Even before they meet, they impact each other, no matter how much Phil hates what he's done.
Started: 9.10.18 (British date)
Completed: 24.8.19
Edited: 18.10.19 - ??.??.??
TW: Robbery, Gangs, mugging, murder, crime, one-night stands, relationship and family abuse, multiple suicides, major character death, smut (optional and put in another book), kidnapping, minor character death, mental issues.
The cover is completely my own artwork, so stOP ASKING