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ADDICTED.

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Reads 304
Votes 44
Parts 20
Time 1h 40m

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addicted depressed otp phanfiction

Sadness is an inescapable emotion, so you turn to something that makes you in control.

Sleep makes you be non existent for a bit, sex makes you feel loved, drugs make you forget, and in all of these you find temporary happiness.

When Dan Howell sees his best friend kill herself for unknown reasons, he himself falls into a depression, and blames himself for the event that took place before his eyes.

He turns to drugs, and it starts with just one bottle and just one smoke.....

Then it turns into everything he cares about, and his life turns upside down.All Rights Reserved

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The night when everything got f*cked up.

The party was quite nice. The school year had just started. But there was too much alcohol, too many problems, and a unfortunate accident that would kill 5 kids, leaving many in grief. Cheating happened, death happened, rape happened, and brought people closer to each other than they've ever been. People mourn every time they see the sunset, people can't bring themselves to get into an Uber. At the end of the day they're just young, and some will stay young forever. The before, during, and after of a tragic night you'd never would want to be trapped in.