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My name is Rachel Renée. I was a nerd and I was always bullied for it. So one day I couldn't take the online comments, the pushing and shoving, and the names I was called. So I ran home took my mom's medication and swallowed a hand full. I thought nobody would care care if I was gone, but I couldn't be more wrong. I had it all, an amazing boyfriend, a perfect rich family, and the world's best friends. But it's all gone now. Read this book if you want to know more about my life and why I ended it.
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