Dear God
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Ongoing47m
Last published Tue, Jul 4, 2017
He never said it would be easy, but he did say he would always be with us. This is my story, my faith, as I learn to trust my God, Lord, and Savior. I think, I'll just try to update on a daily basis, kind of like a journal for the deeper truth that I'm learning from my devotionals. I'm not entirely sure what it's going to be, but it might end up just being a devotional book. Hopefully, I'll tell you about what I'm learning... This will give me some incentive to read my bible every day, and I hope to share what I'm learning with all of you guys.
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