Heal My Scars.
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Last published Mon, Aug 10, 2015
I stare at my scars which are covering my body more than the skin wondering why Im here, why Im trying to live but in my mind I just want to die. Why should I live my life knowing that every second of it people are constantly looking it at me, bullying me just because Im different to them, why should I live with all this pain.
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