CHASING FIREFLIES

"I carry my love and passion for you in a clear glass jar like I would carry a firefly, because your my light in the dark . I somehow forget I ever felt pain when you hold me, I want to stay like this for a little while, maybe even fall asleep in you arms".

These were the words that played in my head over and over again. I couldn't stop thinking about him, it was like I had a ton of tattoos representing our time together inked in my memories. I couldn't even fall in love with anyone else, I didn't want to, I just wanted him.

There were times I had wished I had actually taken the first step, but every time I wanted to try it would hold back, as I would be afraid that he would run away of turn me away or even humiliate me . But somehow I always came back, no matter how bad he had hurt me, I always came back. That's how I knew that I liked him. I liked him a lot.