Scars Never Fade

Drip drip drip i watch my emotionless face as i think peoples voices go through my head "Slut whore bitch go die" Im not a slut im a virgin ive tried to kill my self 5 times im only 18. Im Autumn i live in Ireland blond blue eyes and get bullied alot and cut ALOT, and my friends dont know. i can't handle it anymore its just every day im reminded of it cause the scares all over my body everywhere i bearly wear belly shirts cause of it.What happens when she bumps into Niall horan while shes just on a walk in the park and they talk and he happens to see the scares will he think less of her or try to fix her?