IM STILL HERE The truth is you don't know what is going to happen tomorrow. Life is a crazy ride, and nothing is guaranteed. A lot of truth is said in jest. I might talk about killing people, but that doesn't mean I do it. Somewhere deep down there's a decent man in me, he just can't be found. Before I was famous, when I was just working in Gilbert's Lodge, everything was moving in slow motion. I say what I want to say and do what I want to do. There's no in between. People will either love you for it or hate you for it. Dealing with backstabbers, there was one thing I learned. They're only powerful when you got your back turned. It'd be stupid for me to sit here and say that there aren't kids who look up to me, but my responsibility is not to them. I'm not a baby sitter. I am whatever you say I am; if I wasn't, then why would you say I am.