My Pain
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  • Reads 2,043
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  • Parts 10
  • Time 49m
flawless_blackqueens
Ongoing, First published Aug 13, 2015
Mature
abusecrimelovematureromanceurban
At the age of 24, Shontel never imagined that her life would be like this. How did she get here? She never saw it coming, she didn't see any red flags. Shontel was trapped in a abusive relationship with a man she once loved dearly. 

The man she fell in love with turned out to be her worst nightmare. How could someone who claims they love you put you through so much pain?

Night after night, Shontel has to come home just to get physically, mentally and verbally abused by her boyfriend.  Someone who begged her to let her guard down, to let him in her heart. Someone who was suppose to cherish, protect, and love her.

"Why don't you leave?" They always ask, "You deserve better."

She tried leaving him, but somehow he managed to find her, and humiliated her. 

Marcus told her that he would never let her go. No matter where she went to hide, he will always find her.

Every night before she goes home, she hopes and pray that things will be different, it'll change, it'll get better.

Soon her life will take a drastic turn, there will come a time where Shontel will have to kill or be killed. 

What will it be? 

Will Shontel finally get the chance to live the life she was suppose to live?

Will she find love in a man who will cherish and protect her the right way?
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The street-fighting nerd

35 parts Complete Mature

Meet Raven Night. She's 17. At school, she gets bullied because she's a "nerd". No one knows her past and she tends to keep it that way. During the day she is the nerd of the school. But at night she is the infamous street-fighter and racer, "Diablo". When she's not fighting or racing, she is the assassin "Death". Here's a little bit of her past, when she was 7 she watched her family get murdered in front of her. After that, she was sent to foster home after foster home. She was adopted by a man when she was 13. He is part of the second-most dangerous gang in the world. He hurts her for fun but she's afraid to try and stop him. Now meet Jacob William. He's 18. He and his other two friends just moved to town. When Jacob and his two friends(Michael & Caden) first arrived at Rosewood high, Raven was away on a mission. Jacob is a gang leader while Michael is his third-in-command and Caden is his second-in-command. Jacob had a dark past so he's cold to anyone that's not friends or family. Will Jacob and Raven open up to each other or will they hate each other? Find out in The street-fighting nerd. ⚠️⚠️This story has mature language and scenes. There will be murder and gore in this book. I will have LGBTQ+ people in this book. If you do not like this, DO NOT READ IT.⚠️⚠️ You have been warned.

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