My Pain
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At the age of 24, Shontel never imagined that her life would be like this. How did she get here? She never saw it coming, she didn't see any red flags. Shontel was trapped in a abusive relationship with a man she once loved dearly.
The man she fell in love with turned out to be her worst nightmare. How could someone who claims they love you put you through so much pain?
Night after night, Shontel has to come home just to get physically, mentally and verbally abused by her boyfriend. Someone who begged her to let her guard down, to let him in her heart. Someone who was suppose to cherish, protect, and love her.
"Why don't you leave?" They always ask, "You deserve better."
She tried leaving him, but somehow he managed to find her, and humiliated her.
Marcus told her that he would never let her go. No matter where she went to hide, he will always find her.
Every night before she goes home, she hopes and pray that things will be different, it'll change, it'll get better.
Soon her life will take a drastic turn, there will come a time where Shontel will have to kill or be killed.
What will it be?
Will Shontel finally get the chance to live the life she was suppose to live?
Will she find love in a man who will cherish and protect her the right way?
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