Have These Episodes, Schizophrenic Episodes
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What happens when you just want to run?
When you want to run away from your fears?
Or run wild with the shadows?
Well I know the shadows and fear are the same; and it wants to control me.
I want to be free of my chains that bind me to my demons.
But will it be easy?
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