The Last Days of May
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Last published Mon, Aug 8, 2016
"Ok May, I know this is difficult for you but we need to know. Are you suicidal?"
Am I suicidal? The question I have been asking myself for months but never knowing the answer.
"No. I'm not suicidal, I promise, but I'm not scared to die. What I mean is I'm not looking both ways before I cross the road."
It's true, I'm not suicidal. I'm not picking out a rope or hoarding my pills, unless you count the time I saved them up and sold them for concert tickets. I'm just not eating and being a bit reckless. I guess I'm slowly killing myself, how poetic.
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Minor warning.
This story will have swearing. Mental health plays a key role in the plot so chances are there will be some self harming. I don't want anyone to be triggered by this as that would break my heart.
-Tilboh x
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