Tuesday Morning in August

cannibal deku -------- WARNINGS: CANNIBALISM, GORE, SELF HARM, MENTAL ILLNESS, TORTURE. -------- Finished: April 16, 2020 Edited: April 29, 2020

"You deserve to be happy E."

It was a single teenage mistake that led to a very big mistake,and now am paying for my mistake. I have looked for the man infront of me for many years,but now that I have found him,he is looking at me totally dumbstruck because he doesn't remember,I doubt if he even knows me. I can still remember the way my dad kept beating me,the pain of the beating and the pain in my heart intensifying,but my answer was still the same. "I don't know." Why? Because it was only ONE NIGHT. Because of one night, I have to learn about life the hardest way. 3rd place winner in random category of dark academia awards 2021!

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"I remember his face, his eyes that begged for forgiveness, his body as it shook with anger and emotion. I remember how my world fell apart right before him and how he watched me completely disintegrate because of what he did. What he committed. The way he betrayed me. The heart he took from me and shattered. The trust I gave him that he threw away. He ruined it all, he ruined me. And now I'm forever broken, nothing can ever bring me back. Nothing." WARNING: sexual content, explicit content, language and violence.

This isn't a story for the faint of heart. This is a story about a girl who loved a boy. A boy who couldn't love her back. This is a story about the bitter, the sweet, betrayals, second chances, and redemption. If your heart doesn't hurt by the end of this wreckage, then I haven't done my job properly.

a love triangle, betrayal and regret

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