Cyclical

Do you know how hard it is to admit something is wrong when all you've ever wanted is to be okay?

Devanie has struggled all of her life in attempt to reconcile with the thought that mental illness doesn't define her. That proves to be a difficult task as her slip ups alter her life drastically, time and time again. Devanie finally finds herself in an environment where she feels some semblance of control. Will it last?

More importantly, if it doesn't, will she finally be able to reach out this time - before that control evaporates entirely?

"Somewhere deep down, I knew things were getting bad, but I didn't do anything about it. I let it overtake me because I had finally gotten a taste of normal and I wanted to keep it."

***This is my third or fourth time rewriting this story, and I promise the plot is eons away from the first time you read it.