This is my personal journal. To be frank I am not writing this to gain pity or whatever sympathy you might give to me. I am writing this for my personal gain. In case I loose my mind, I intend to write it down for if I cannot find it, I will be able to retrieve it from the ink on this paper. Remind yourself when you read this that these are my personal thoughts on life in general; and since I have never lived anyone else's life, this record will be created from my point of view. Since this is only the introduction to my non-interesting life, I will begin as such: There is only one thing that everyone who lives in the world can agree upon; this earth is evil. The part where it becomes an argument is on the question "How?" A simple question, but something that turns into the complex word "why?" Through the recollections and contemplations of my life I hope that I can somehow answer these two questions, but just like any writer I can only answer something with a story.