A Sinful Love to Immaculate

You can hate me to the moon and back.

Go kill me inside your head.

I deserve 'it'.

Because i am this shitty bitch.

A great pretender.

A user.

I dated guys behind his back.

I entertain suitors when were still on.

I took him for granted.

I hurt the man who did nothing but to love me more than his life.

And now i want him back.

Will i succeed?

Will he be able to forgive me?

How can i undo the past?