Dear Sweet Love - Phan

Dear Sweet Love,
Someone told me once that I would find you, but I think this person was wrong.
You fooled me many times. Can you have mercy?
I want answers. Do you really exist? Are you just, fake? Brutal? Violent?
Are you an illusion? An illusion that everyone gets catched by?
Scientifically speaking, you're just a mad attraction to make us reproduct.
And I think you are. I guess, you're not a feeling. You're not worth ruining my future, my life. You're just something inexplicably bad, that gets the others sad and depressing.
And you won't catch me. I won't let you.
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Warning:
Drama. Lots of it.
Phan will be present in this book, but not that powerful, there will be so much more later I promise.
There's a chance of becoming like Dan and having some existential crisis or just sadness about how meaningless we are to the Universe.
A faint chance of quick ovaries explosions, if you're lucky or in your menstrual period, even if you're a guy.
No self-harm! Yay!
Sequels. I already planned that.
This book is a 'diary' of Phil's, so there will be no other point of view.
YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!
Also, weekly-ish (hehe) updates.