I know about the rush. And the Adrenaline. Before the hospital, I was a major drug addict, and every night I would run away and meet with my friends, then we would do ANYTHING to give us that thrill. That satisfaction. But once you have that thrill... You want it again. And again. Then It becomes more powerful than any drug in the world. And you just need more. So you do worse things to give you that rush, and because you've already felt it, you cant do the same thing twice and you take more and more risks until... Your done. But your never done and that's the point. Its never enough till its over. Till your gone. And Nate, I dot want that happening to you. I don't want you to make the same mistakes I have... It will ruin your life. Like it ruined mine.