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I Barely Survived: My Story of Love and Violence by Tracy Shelton

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The Book of James

This is my story of domestic violence and abuse. The names of everyone have been changed. This is my first story of how I barely survived loving violent and dangerous men. There have been four deadly men that I have fallen in love with., that I have lived with and who beat me repeatedly.  Some tried to kill me . James was my third cousin and the first deadly man that I loved. He beat me so many times that I lost count.  Then the day came that I almost didn't make it out alive. Even though it has been years since anyone has tried to kill me; I still live with somewhat of the fear and the pain that they instilled inside of me. I feel as though I must tell the world my story. I am also writing my life story about the other violent men that I have loved and how I barely survived death . More to follow are The Book of Brandon, The Book of John and The Book of Josh

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