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I'm Not A Saint

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My name is Finnly Huert and I've been blind ever since I was seven. In an accident that changed my life, I swore that I would never speak a word of it again. That is until Luca Wellers transfers schools and desperately wants to be close to me. Tormented by the people I used to call friends, my life goal has been to find a true friend. But is Luca really the person for that or is he something more?
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I don't remember a lot of things from before the accident. I don't remember my mother's face. I don't remember what the color of our house is. I don't remember what my eyes looked like. I don't remember the way my friends would look at me or them really.

I do remember the cement road. The skid marks the car left as the tires raced down the pavement. The fear that built deep inside me. The look my father bore as he pressed harder on the gas. The deep blue as it completely engulfed me. Then nothing.  

Nothing, but darkness.All Rights Reserved

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Mr. Match (BoyxBoy) ✓ by euwangabrielll

I'm Finn Vasco but that's not quite important right now. I'm a pretty sarcastic guy if I'm gonna be honest. I'm closed off and I literally only have one friend. I might hate everybody in my school... but there's this guy there. He's... let's say, dreamy, someone who I thought would never even acknowledge my existence. That guy who was too damn good to be true, who was too good for me, who was too good for... everybody! You get what I'm trying to say. He's that cliché king of the campus and a popular and attractive heartthrob and with just one wink, he can send people on their knees... That sounded so wrong, anyway. So can you blame me for being over the moon when one day, he approached me only to what? ...To ask for my help courting my freaking best friend. I knew it was stupid for me to hope I'd even have any chance with him anyway. So I just agreed to help him. Even if I was hurting myself and potentially my best friend in the process, my best friend who has been there with me through the thick and thins, I still did it... I mean what could go wrong besides literally everything? So my plan was to just set my crush and my best friend up, and then everything would be alright... right? But of course, life doesn't like it when people have it easy. *** Highest Ranking #2 on #lgbtfiction #5 on #boyxboy #6 on #gay #8 on #teenfiction *** ~ WARNING: This story contains strong language and bullying. If you're not a fan of LGBTQ+ stories or BXB stories, then this story is not for you. ~ If you're gonna plagiarize, you might as well just put your clown outfit on.

Twisted by __sillage__

"I think I'm gay." I say, leaving out the part about my... exposing dream about him last night. I watched his expression, waiting for some sign that he was angry. I waited for him to call me a faggot, to curse me off and tell me he never wanted to see me again. Instead, I was greeted with his perfect toothy smile. "That's great man, I'm of proud you." He says, patting my arm as he stuffed another cracker in his mouth. "It takes some real balls to come out to someone." He says, his beautiful green eyes blazing into mine. I felt myself become flustered at his gaze. "Uh, Yeah, Thanks." I stumbled out, "You're not mad?" I ask. His expression turns to hurt as he crinkles his eyebrows. "Why the hell would I be mad?" He asks, hesitating on the crackers and pushing them away. "I just thought-it's just- well... you just always seem so pissed when someone mentions the word gay." I spit out words, scared for his reaction. He sighs, "That doesn't fucking mean I hate gays. Normally when I do that it's because someone's using the word 'gay' to hate on them, it just pisses me off, you know?" He asks, bringing the crackers back into his lap and biting into them. "Plus-" He adds on, "You're my best friend, if anything, you being gay is a blessing. I'll always support you." He says, glancing at me through the side of his eyes. I look away, towards the door to hide the crimson blush that I feel spread over my face. "Thanks." I all but squeak out. And that's the day I realized, I have a faint crush on my best friend. <><><><><< THIS BOOK IS BEING *MAJORLY* EDITED. THERES LOTS OF SPELLING MISTAKES AND NAME MIX UPS, SOME CHAPTERS WILL BE REWRITTEN Also, Please don't be mean to the characters, they aren't even close to perfect, but they don't deserve hate.

Dawn of the Sun Wolf by WilliamVolk

Hi I'm Conner, I used to be a normal teenager, with a somewhat normal life and a normal best friend. The only thing is I'm gay and my parents aren't really accepting. When I told them that I was gay they tried to fix me, when it didn't work they threw me out as if I was never in their lives. Now I have to live with my disturbingly rich best-friend and try to navigate my new life. Which is thrown into chaos when I was attacked and left for dead by a werewolf. Now I have to navigate my newfound reality, which includes, my best friend being a werewolf, the guy I like being my Alpha, a rival Alpha threatening war and much more. While all this is going on an ancient darkness begins to rise to threaten the very existence of werewolves everywhere.

Gaydar by HoeyJoeyy

How do you tell if someone is gay? Well some people have the special ability to use what is called a gaydar, which can pinpoint signs or mannerisms that can determine if another is in fact gay. My name is Mason Lux, and I'm the 'gay best friend' of the queen bee of high school, Gabriella Grace, aka Gabby. Along with our other best friend Emily, we are called the GEM(s), the s is silent. Rulers of the school through gossip and drama, we are either adored and hated, there is no in between. While being popular is fun and all, there's something that it doesn't bring you, love - at least for me. Gabby on the other hand could get a boyfriend with the snap of her fingers, and the same goes for Emily. My love life is as dry as the Sahara, and I'm a little bitter about it. Until one day, Caspian Rose, the most attractive jock in this whole damn school, comes up to me. Never did I think the day would come where I'd talk to him, is this one of my dreams or fantasies? My heart beating fast, my face as red as a tomato. In his raspy voice he asks me - 'could you help me get Gabby to date me?' Oh how wonderful, finally my dream starts happening only for me to be pulled down to reality once again. After all, I'm the gay best friend, and the closest to Gabby (sorry Emily). What do I do? Tell him off and say I'm not a charity - haha as if! He's too perfect to turn down, looks like I'm in for quite the job. In exchange for helping Caspian date Gabby, he promises to get me a boyfriend. Claiming he has a 'gaydar' despite being a straight boy, which I highly doubt, especially since I don't have one. I can't tell who's gay and who isn't unless they're open about it. At this point I'll do whatever to find a boyfriend. Welcome to my crazy and desperate life!

My life, isn't your life. by LucaPines001

Luca Clay Pines has always been known as the good girl. But, he's not a girl, and, he's probably one of the worst definitions of 'good' ever. His own father is a pastor, but behind his father's homophobic, and transphobic back, Luca comes out to the whole school! And when his parents find out about this, he runs away and stays at his best friend's house. As Luca struggles with his sexuality, his gender identity, and things get much, much worse, his best friend Jonathan is there through it all. But, as they grow closer together, Luca begins to question whether he really wants to be just friends. Will Luca ever make up with his parents? Will he ever confess his true feeling to his best friend, and to himself? Will Luca ever accept who he is, as a human being? Jonathan Peter Stiles can only be described in one word, 'overprotective.' As Luca struggles with his personal life and mental health, Jonathan vows to always stay by his side. But, as time goes by, Jonathan begins to feel things he'd never thought he'd feel about Luca, and he doesn't know how to react to them. Sure, he knows he's Bisexual, but he didn't think he'd have any feelings for his best friend, of all people. Jonathan slowly falls for Luca, but he knows that isn't what Luca needs right now. What Luca needs is lots of support, and Jonathan tried to keep his feelings in check, but he finds it difficult. Everything Luca does is beautiful to him, and he has to remind himself constantly not to say as much. Will Jonathan ever come to terms with his feelings? Will he ever tell his friend how he truly feels? Will he be able to keep his promise, and protect Luca?

Lost in the darkness (BxB) ✅ by keithgaykogane

Leo moves to a new school after getting bullied at his last one for being blind will someone rescue him from this darkness he's lost in, he meets Matt who's kind and friendly towards him but his life isn't as great as it seems he hides a lot of problems at home This is yaoi so boyxboy if you don't like that don't hate just don't read All characters are originally mine as well as the story if it's alike to anything that's happened in real life it's just a coincidence This was written when I was like 14 or something jeezus, I couldn't write for my life if I needed to. My newer things are better, I hope. Anyways don't judge any mistakes cause there might be quite a few. Either way I hope you enjoy and have a good day

My Wolf and I by BluePhoenixBirb

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Book I: to cross oceans for [BxB] (trans) - completed by transFigure_

"What if I'm not one?" I asked, my body wound tight with tension. "One what?" he asked, his voice soft and low. I hesitated. Was I ready? I wanted to tell him so badly. Wanted to scream it from the fucking rooftops. But there would be no going back if I allowed the words to spill out into the world. Telling myself I didn't need someone else's validation, that I knew myself well enough to know with absolute certainty that I was trans was all good and well in principle. But lying here underneath my bed, with my best friend's body pressed so close to mine I could feel his warm breath on my face, I felt those convictions slip through my fingers. Danny's rejection would break me. In a fundamental way. "One what?" he repeated the question, scooting so close to me the tip of his nose brushed mine. Dust motes danced around us, suspended in mid air, teetering on the brink of this momentous feeling wrapping itself around us. I squeezed my eyes shut, pushing down the rush of anxiety trying to drown me. His nose bumped mine again and his breath ghosted over my lips. I opened my eyes and stared unblinkingly into his. 'A girl', I wanted to say, even though I knew the words would taste sour in my mouth, 'what if I'm not a girl?' -------------------------------------- Sean and Danny have been next door neighbours and best friends since they were six years old. They've shared almost everything. From first kisses and crushes to heartbreak. But Sean has a secret. One he's never shared with his best friend - who's also the guy he's been in love with since he's known what love is. Sean is trans and struggling to come out. But it's Senior year and choices have to be made. Between college applications, uncovering a plan to hurt one of their classmates and his relationship with Danny, Sean is struggling with doing the right thing and graduating high school in one piece. ⭐to cross oceans for is PART I of Sean and Danny's story⭐ *TW: sexual assault and bullying *

For Your Love by DizzyDreamer5038

*Previously named: I'm Not A Saint* ----- "Do you honestly not get it yet?" A small part of me questioning out of pure amazement, but mostly out of built-up anger. There's a slight pause before he responds, " That you're blind? Well no shit. I just wanted to know what the papers were." So calmly that it causes a shiver up my spine. Despite my whole body telling me not to, I turn in his direction. His words seem to repeat in my head. Any composure that I had-gone- replaced with an overwhelming amount of insecurity. The moment he said those words, I thought he could be the somebody. The somebody that wasn't like the rest of the students here. But instead a small gasp leaves his lips and he doesn't say anything anymore. I close my eyes and face the front of the class again. "No shit, right?" I mutter under my breath. My eyes will always be a clear give away to the fact that I'm blind. From my memory of before, when everything had color, they were a deep brown. After the accident however, most of the color left and a dullness entered, according to my mom. She claims they still have the appearance of normal eyes, just slightly discolored hazel ones. I will never be able to decide that for myself. ------

Troubled love by k1ngdom_of_dreams

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