I'm Not A Saint
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My name is Finnly Huert and I've been blind ever since I was seven. In an accident that changed my life, I swore that I would never speak a word of it again. That is until Luca Wellers transfers schools and desperately wants to be close to me. Tormented by the people I used to call friends, my life goal has been to find a true friend. But is Luca really the person for that or is he something more?
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I don't remember a lot of things from before the accident. I don't remember my mother's face. I don't remember what the color of our house is. I don't remember what my eyes looked like. I don't remember the way my friends would look at me or them really.
I do remember the cement road. The skid marks the car left as the tires raced down the pavement. The fear that built deep inside me. The look my father bore as he pressed harder on the gas. The deep blue as it completely engulfed me. Then nothing.
Nothing, but darkness.
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My back was pressed against the wall, and our faces were merely inches away. He gently placed a finger below my chin and tilted my face upward. I tried my best to avoid his gaze. "Look at me, Sebastian." I slowly met his piercing brown eyes, and my throat went dry. He leaned in, and I shut my eyes as my heartbeat grew erratic. I could feel his hot breathing near my ear. "Do I make you nervous?" I gulped. He gently caressed my jaw. "Why have you been avoiding me, darling?" I couldn't hold it in anymore. My chest was about to burst. It was all too much for me. I opened my eyes and yelled it out. "Because I'm in fucking love with you, Finn." The moment those words left my mouth I regretted it. I covered my face with my hands, completely mortified. I was close to tears and did not want him to see me this way. I could feel him gently pry my hands away, but I kept my eyes shut, too embarassed to face him. I drew in a sharp breath when he placed his forehead on mine, my hands locked tightly in his iron grip. "God, Sebastian. You have no idea how long I've waited to hear those words." And right then, his lips crashed onto mine, and nothing else mattered. -----------------
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