Secret Admirer Diaries

a secret crush that hurts me so bad...
being a secret admirer, loving someone who I can never have...
having to hide my feelings for that person...
thinking that maybe that person would love me too...
thinking that I have a chance to have that person...
but this stupid crush made me a different person...
so let's hear everything from the secret admirer;
dear monster,
I had a crush on you, and each day it's getting worse.
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