Patrick's losing it. He thought he was happy. That is, until he fell in love with one of his band mates. One of his straight band mates, might I add. He confesses his love and things... well... they aren't looking too good for Patrick. Warnings: Depression Hate Speech Suicidal Thoughts Possible Cutting Smut THIS STORY CONTAINS BOYXBOY RELATIONSHIPS. DO NOT READ IF YOU DO NOT LIKE.All Rights Reserved