Good or Bad (witch is better)

I'm Ruth Anna E(just E)and I'm now 20 years old with 4 kids *but you will find out how* I work for the bad side also know as bap*i don't know who created that name* its just a bunch of dark people who dress up in all black every day I only joined cause my husband's doppelganger kidnapped me and striped me from my powers 4 years ago when I was 16 and locked me in a magic free zone I only joined cause all my life I have been good but I got bullied, raped, lost 3 people close to my heart, and I have been kind about it all not anymore its time for payback. But I do miss my old life hearing the twins call me mama hearing my precious babies laugh every time they get up in the morning, even hearing my twin sis complain about me taking her sweater when she just forgot she put it in the wash. But I can't go back to good what will happen to me if I chose that over bad. But before I make that decision lets go back to where it all started...the day of my super sweet 16 birthday!!!!
GOOD OR BAD (witch is better)