Alive in The Lights (Boyxboy)
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  • Time 1h 30m
Ongoing, First published Aug 17, 2015
Mature
"That's the problem it's who I am, is the reason I don't have friends.  I ruined whatever friendship I had with my old friends when I was offered the contract to go solo, I mean I have Tessa but she is also my personal rep, and my tutor.  Don't get me wrong I love what I do, just I get lonely.  Who would have thought the world's pop superstar is actually one of the loneliest teenagers around"

Meet Grey Holden the worlds most successful super star he has it all. Being the worlds biggest pop singer comes with all the pressure you can imagine, but being Gay and having to hide who you are is what is killing Grey the most that and the loneliness and the boy he has come to know that works for him is irresistible.
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