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Suicidal Thoughts

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Parts 5
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She was alone in her own world with what she thought was no one, but she was proven wrong when she met him. It seemed that he had a relatively good life with a good loving family, when in reality, behind the fake smile he wore, he was broken. 
In a sad attempt at writing, they'll meet and discover they're one in the same, while changing eachother for the better.


So I decided to start editing this because the thought of it's current state made me cringe and left me unsatisfied. I don't think I'll actually post new chapters, but I'll edit the currently exisitng ones. Sorry for being a cringey dissappointment


Somehow, after editing it already, I missed a million errors. What even. I guess I'm editing again. YayAll Rights Reserved

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