If only I knew (H.S)

Dear Harry Styles,

I don't have anyway to put it in words...or how to speak it out. Although I can write it...you never knew me. I hid from the world in terror. The day I met you I saw a side of myself I never knew was there. But, if i only knew taking the huge leap over a trench to love you and only fall straight into it, i wouldn't have. If only I knew you would hurt me so bad. I wouldn't have fallen in love...but one thing that hurts the most is the fact...i wouldn't change anything...i wouldn't go back because you were just another heart ache that can be mended. If only you could feel my pain you would understand...but sadly you don't know the mind numbing feeling. If only untill the day we cross paths again. You will be forgotten & never forgiven but still loved.

sencerly,
Penelope Gordan
-penny