Un-connected

"No touching" I said, "Luke just stop trying your lucky your even in the same house as me".
"come on"
"no, just go to sleep and maybe we can cuddle"
"yay!"
"don't get too excited" i groaned
"i like him but i just don't think I'm ready" i told the voice in my head telling me to have sex with him.
i then scooted away from him.

"Please don't take him" I screamed.
I didn't know what to do. Life sentencing were they kidding me and no visit. This cant be true I love him. "Why??!" i pleaded in tears."It was all an accident" i screamed but no one listened. Then I woke up to the sound of my dad singing and cooking breakfast. But wasn't he in jail? Was that all a dream? i got out of my bed to go hug him but he looked different, he was pale, when I touched him and he disappeared. Then i woke up again, this time with Luke holding me, petting my hair and telling me everything was going to be alright.